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Posted on April 26, 2020 at 4:42 PM
Brief aan mijn vader 9 April 2020 in opdracht van rouw

In 2014 stierf jij - een gruwelijk en niet natuurlijke dood - alhoewel je kanker had en op een gegeven moment wel zou zijn overleden - net als ieder mens op een bepaald moment - maar dit was niet het moment .
Jaren onderzoek om alle puzzelstukjes te verbinden en te onderzoeken waarom je ziek werd , waarom dit voor mij en jou maanden lang verborgen is gehouden door je x vrouw en zoon die als enige wisten dat jij beschikte over een fenomenale levensverzekering die als jij verder had kunnen leven met jou nieuwe liefde en vriendin - hen nooit was toegekomen - jouw hele legacy (m.u.v. van de werken die voor jou kinderen waren want dat hadden jij en ik samen besproken begin april 2014 met een nieuwe notaris B voor gesprekken mogelijke niewue stichting bij leven op te richten - hier moest je 5 jaar tijd voor hebben zei B nog)  ) had je met jou nieuwe geliefde gedeeld en jullie gezin in jullie nieuwe BV waar jullie samen meer bezig waren.. de scheidings akte lag klaar en  je had die gruwelijk geestzieke vrouw die alles en iedereen veranderde in as (zelfs haar eigen dochter) en haar zoon goed achter gelaten - ze waren niks tekort gekomen - je gunde haar die nieuwe man met wie ze in jou huis samen leefden. 

Helaas voor mensen die alles willen was dit lieve papa helaas niet genoeg. 

Nooit vergeet ik hoe je na 30 jaren mishandelingen eindelijk rust had gevonden en samen met jou lieve zielsverwant en vriendin in de keuken zat samen hand in hand , jullie berichtjes aan elkaar maar ook de tranen als jullie elkaar moesten missen. Dan zaten we samen aan de koffie en steunden elkaar - jij was altijd mijn steun en toeverlaat , mijn inspirator maar ook degene die me een flinke trap gaf om het diepe in te springen en een nieuw leven op te bouwen in een ander land - om mijn kinderen op te voeden met onvoorwaardelijk liefde zoals jij en oma hadden gedaan - om mijn wetenschappelijk kennis en creatieve talent als dichter in te zetten en me constant weer verder te ontwikkelen als jouw vertegenwoordiger in binnen en buitenland - een praktijk op te zetten , mijn dichtbundels te maken en promoten - jij was mijn motor en mijn spiegel mijn steun en toeverlaat en gelukkig kon ik dit alles ook zijn voor jou .
Op basis van compleet vertrouwen en gelijkwaardigheid -
Zag ik jou met Petra een nieuw leven opbouwen waarin zoveel onvoorwaardelijke liefde en vertrouwen en samen een in kunst en creativiteit - je had jezelf en je wederhelft in haar gevonden. Ik had het jullie samen zo van hartje gegund na alle ellende om knus en gezellig oud te worden en nog heel veel mensen en landen te leren kennen - dit was wAt ik altijd voor je wilde en hoopte - ik mocht het even meemaken maar ik had het tot het einde willen zien
Met welke recht hebben zij (zieke moeder en haar zoon die haar genen heeft gekregen ) jou beroofd van jouw levens geluk , en jouw legacy geroofd van jou en van jou kinderen alles vernietigd in hun zieke leven van leugens en bedrog - het jou niet gegund om jou laatste jaren te slijten met jou grote  liefde en zielsverwant - voor mij zal de tijd uiteindelijk verder gaan en het recht zal zegevieren en het zal zegevieren want al jou legacy behoort al jou kinderen toe ! Dat was jou wens , ieder zijn deel en ieder zijn recht en zo zal het zijn.

Wat ik zo graag wil is jou mijn eer bewijzen die ik heb beloofd en die jij hebt verdient ❤️ elke dag denk ik aan jou , ook nu want met jou zou ik nu uitvoerig discussiëren en jij zou mijn steun zijn in deze tijd - ik heb beloofd je een brief te schrijven en dit doe ik in een mooi boekje en via deze weg op Facebook - met de foto’s van onze reis in 1986 naar Mexico waar jij voor Mexico de opdracht “ sliding “ maakte in bronze voor de mondial voetbal wedstrijden die geplaatst werd in het museum . Ik was daar jouw promo en sales agent maar vooral ook altijd jouw dochter, jouw lieve meisje zoals je me altijd noemde - lieve papa ik mis je nu en voor altijd en je bent en blijft altijd in mijn hart en altijd een deel van mijn leven ❤️

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